When he opened the fifth seal, I saw under the altar the souls of those who had been slain for the word of God and for the witness they had borne; they cried out with a loud voice, “O Sovereign Lord, holy and true, how long before thou wilt judge and avenge our blood on those who dwell upon the earth?” Then they were each given a white robe and told to rest a little longer, until the number of their fellow servants and their brethren should be complete, who were to be killed as they themselves had been. Rev 6:9-11
“Could this altar be the table at which Jesus and the disciples shared the Last Supper? Is it a kind of demarcation zone; what took place up till now was the preparation, what will now take place is the deed. What is this deed? It is the gift of the ‘I’ placed in the heart of each human being as a seed. Human nature as it was known till then had been slain on the altar of the Golgotha.
Up till this point in time only a few enlightened initiates had experienced what it was like to have a personal connection with the fourth human element, the ‘I’. Everyone else conducted their life with only the first three elements; physical body, life body, and emotional body. We shared the ‘I’ as a group ‘I’ as animals have a group soul. This group ‘I’ is referred to in the Bible as Jehovah.
Before the Christ event no individual person would have referred to themselves as ‘I’ for it was a deeply sacred name. Only the initiates would use the name ‘I’ and probably only when they met together in secret. For them to reach this point of being able to use the personal pronoun ‘I’ they needed the assistance of a teacher or initiator. The sacrificial deed of Christ, the Lamb, meant that now each individual person could, through their own effort, experience their own ‘I’ and refer to themselves as ‘I’. In other words, now they could initiate themselves. This is the goal that we must strive toward. As this passage suggests, it takes great discipline.” Kristina Kaine, The Virgin and the Harlot
Ottheinrich Folio The Fifth Seal