The Esoteric Connection

Do we weep for the darkness in this world, or do we weep because of the blindness that can’t see the light?

03 Sep 2016

In the evening of day 4 during the 1996 Retreat I have been quoting from, Rev Mario spoke these words: “Weep my child, says the voice, weep until there are no tears left. Weep for the unrighteousness, the injustice, the violence, the tortured souls, weep for those who have no... Read More

Do you experience Christ?

03 Sep 2016

It is because of my teacher and spiritual mentor, Rev Mario Schoenmaker, that I try to shed new light on Bible texts. He was a master at this. I am revisiting the last retreat he led before he died (12.1.1997), it was 20 years ago this week. When someone says... Read More

Ninth Holy Night applied to September

02 Sep 2016

January 1-2 – Virgo Now follow the three nights of the crown. Detachment from intellect alone, or separate the intellect from the earthly bondage and purposefulness. It is the Triple Holy Night in which the lower self surrenders and there remains only the desire to serve, to give oneself. Rudolf... Read More

What it means to be sons and daughters of God

31 Aug 2016

On this day, 20 years ago, my beloved spiritual teacher and mentor spoke these words. They inspire everything I write, think and feel. For creation, that is nature, waits with eager longing for the revelation of the Sons of God. Romans 8:19 “Reading this verse, I stood still for a... Read More

Do We Really Understand Destiny?

07 Aug 2016

Every event in our life has deep meaning. Whether an event creates joy or sadness, it is significant. The significance mostly goes unnoticed while we have no understanding of reincarnation and karma – even for those who accept the fact of reincarnation. It is not enough to accept reincarnation and... Read More

Eighth Holy Night applied to August

01 Aug 2016

Holy Night 8 December 31 – January 1 – Leo The cross on the pommel (the counterweight at the end of the hilt): Sacrifice. The tongue, girded with the sword of Christ Power, speaks the truth without being able to hurt. It is the night of the Ent-setting.* Mystery: The... Read More

The World Priest

09 Jul 2016

An excerpt from the Introduction of The World Priest by Michael Maciel “As you get more comfortable in your inner space, you begin to judge outer sources of wisdom by how closely they resonate with this inner light, by how well they help to strip away the distractions of the... Read More

4. Self-Sacrifice of Selfishness

26 Jun 2016

Now Christ enters, not into an Archangel but into the human being known to us as Jesus of Nazareth. This sacrifice took place because Lucifer and Ahriman threatened to create confusion about the human ‘I’. It is the ‘I’ that makes us human and gives us great power in the... Read More